Inconsistent Blog
Its lovely to know that by blogging is as inconsistent as everything else i do in my life. I can’t even be bothered to write a sentence or two once a week expressing some self pity or first world problems. On the other hand does writing emotionally dramatic phrases, to be gawked at by random people I’ll never meet help in any manner? I can’t decide if i really want to blog for imaginary pity for therapeutic gains, or if I’m simply conforming to social media to feel normal.
My whining continues to amaze myself. I wish i had something positive to write, without a shred of self loathing in sight. Maybe i should start by trying to be consistent in some manner, baby steps right?
Clutz? Present!
Today I realised, I’m that Clutz in light-hearted comedies. The guy who causes chaos wherever he goes, fumbles through everything, but always keeps his chin up no matter the destruction left in his wake(Ignorance if you’d rather be cynical!). In essence I’m John Candy, Inspector Clouseau, Mr.Bean, Frank Drebin. Maybe I should think about a career change?
Occupy, Rebuild, Corrupt
When will people understand the problem isn’t Wall Street, Corporations, Government, Media, Activists, Political Ideologies, Money etc… The problem is peoples materialistic desires, their incessant appetite for individualism, their self imposed importance in the scheme of things, their human nature.
Until its understood that the issue is our core behaviours as humans, everything else is but a simple little bandage on a crevasse. No matter the system be it egalitarian, authoritarian, capitalist, neosocialist, communist, whatever; there will always be corruption, the hunger for power, the desire of godlikeness.
We may shout, we may burn riches, Kings & Queens, burn societies & laws to the ground, rebuild the world in an egalitarian light, but unless we sit and think, reflect, and discuss beyond on our human limitations we’ll always be greedy little apes.
I’ve never fully understood Halloween, these last few years I’ve tackled some of that confusion.
- I understand some guys dress up as teenage anime girls.
- I understand some ladies think its an occasion to get that sex shop outfit out of the closet.
- I understand some couples like to suffocate the rest of the world via cuteness, by wearing couple costumes.
- I understand some people think its an occasion to get horribly wasted, and pretend their costumes shield them from social judgement.
- I also understand its a time when grown men really crave free candy, and toilet paper revolutions.
- Finally i understand it’s a time when certain dogs desire to be beer boxes.
I really don’t understand Halloween.
I think i found a new favourite author.
Bruno Schulz
Been a while.
Its been a really long while since i posted anything on this blog. I guess it was no longer therapeutic to share my ideas, does wanting to post again mean i’m in rough waters? I don’t think so, but who knows really, certainly not myself.
I think if i lived in the comic book universe, or any fantastical, imaginative backdrop, i would be an evil villain terrorizing the innocent. I don’t know exactly why, but it appears to be the path i would sway towards.
The vague answer is usually between side A and side B, which is C. In search of answer C it is more efficient to pick one side, then to attempt to reach C directly. If you consciously choose A or B in search of C, you have not chosen A or B. If you reach C what is the point of still having A or B. Maybe there is no C but only A or B, but if there is no C then there mustn’t be an A or B since A and B coexist.Do they?
Human Syntax Error?
My Parents,Professors,girlfriend, friends never understood me;
Now I’m not referring to an emotional misunderstanding. More so a misunderstanding of people telling me, they have no clue what the hell i ever mean when referring to my ideas. Maybe am just batshit crazy and no one has the heart to tell me, or maybe am the most interesting man in the world………
… Not
Billmobile by Richard Michaud
Print available at society6. Take your head off, man.
Source: ianbrooks
I need to find a book explaining Darwinian application in relation emotional relations. I’d guess it be more about equating an animals development of traits within his respective environment to our traits within an increasing social environment. I think i kinda just answered my question within my question. Oh dear.
Departed Love?
- When someone you love decides to leave, you persist in predicating your love. A pointless effort directed at a non-existent entity. The love you attempt to affirm is directed at the ideal mold you create within your mind selectively derived from the departed. This ideal mold is the safety net one’s mind creates to compensate for a unsatisfactory bond, which we are unwilling to admit or relinquish. Intern one’s love was never directed at the real individual, but at an idea loosely based upon said individual. This affirmation does not rebuke the authenticity of said love, as subjects can doubtlessly confirm the intoxication experienced. When a subject finds and individual where such idealization is no longer required, the distinguishing specification between love and the ever so sought after “true love” can be identified.
- The weird environment within which this concept demonstrates supporting results, is my brain.
This has been floating around my brain for some random amount of time. I know its weird, probably due to the fact that I’m weird. Pseudo scientific analysis keeps humanity sane. Its also the best kind of analysis!(Well i guess thats implied if i state it keeps us sane.)
Seasick Steve - My Home(Blue Eyes) - Man From Another Time
Truly one of the greats.
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